*Worthwhileness

If there's just one piece of advice i can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot. because the best things in life, they don't come free.

And if you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

*Born again

We wish because we need help, and we’re scared, and we know we may be asking too much. We still wish.

Ani
Albastru
Asfalt
Asteptare
Aer
Abis
Avion
Astazi
Acasa
Amintire
Aprins

Buze
Bricheta
Bairam
Betie
Brosa
Bucle
Bar
Bagaj

Cantec
Copil
Clipa
Credinta
Camin
Cafea
Capitole
Curiozitate
Cer
Caldura

Decor
Durere
Dorinta
Deplin
Drum
Depravare
Destin
Dans
Detasare
Dimineata
Dor
Delir

Ecou
Eclipsa
Epilog
Efemer
Emigrare
Evadare
Exact
Extremist
Ezitare

Fericire
Fotografie
Familie
Foc
Feedback
Furie
Furisare
Faima
Fum

Gheata
Goana
Ghilimele
Grav
Graba
Griji
Guma
Grozavie

Haios
Haiduc
Halucinatie
Hilar
Hoasca
Hop
Hrana
Horoscop

Ignoranta
Instinct
Instructaj
Infinit
Intensitate
Intentie
Interfon
Interferente

Just
Jerseu
Junior
Joi
Justificatie
Jucator

Kitsch
Kiwi
Kakiu

Luna
Liniste
Lamai
Lectie
Lentila
Libertate
Lumina

Mare
Magie
Molecula
Mai
Manie
Moca
Miza
Mit

Noapte
Noima
Nonsalanta
Nori
Nisip
Nesfarsit
Nimic

Obraz
Orgie
Orizont
Ocazie
Omenie
Obicei
Oboseala
Oare

Pauza
Povara
Prietenie
Plaja
Ploaie
Parc
Parfum
Putere
Punct
Pustiu

Q

Rasarit
Ras
Ramas-bun
Rom
Rafala
Rasuflare
Reusita
Ridicare
Rodie
Risipita

Succes
Speranta
Secunda
Suferinta
Sambata
Scarba
Sclipire
Suflet
Saliva

Tinerete
Timiditate
Tacere
Telefon
Tus
Trotuar
Toast
Tabel

Uitare
Uimire
Unison
Umor
Univers
Ucigator

Val
Vacanta
Vitrina
Vointa
Vis
Voce
Vopsea
Violenta

W
X
Y

Zambet
Zahar
Zori
Zi.

When we say things like "people don't change" it drives scientist crazy because change is literally the only constant in all of science. Energy. Matter. It's always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dying. It's the way people try not to change that's unnatural. The way we cling to what things were instead of letting things be what they are. The way we cling to old memories instead of forming new ones. The way we insist on believing despite every scientific indication that anything in this lifetime is permanent. Change is constant. How we experience change that's up to us. It can feel like death or it can feel like a second chance at life. If we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it, it can feel like pure adrenaline. Like at any moment we can have another chance at life. Like at any moment, we can be born all over again.

*When you least expect it, the world rights itself again.

Meredith: Human beings need a lot of things to feel alive.
George: Family...
Cristina: Love...
Izzie: Sex.
Derek: But we only need one thing...
Burke: To actually be alive.
Cristina: We need a beating heart.


So go ahead... argue with the ref, change the rules, cheat a little, take a break and tend to your wounds. But play. Play. Play hard, play fast... play loose and free. Play as if there's no tomorrow. Okay, so it's not whether you win or lose, it's how you play the game...

*it's not whether you win or lose, it's how you play the game.

You, you were , but now ,now you need to get very tiny.. and get back in the box.

Nu mai sunt intrebari. Pentru ca nu mai e nevoie de raspunsuri.
Ce vrem.
Cum vrem.
Cui ii pasa?!

The body is a slave to it's impulses. But the thing that makes us human is what we can control. After the storm, after the rush, after the heat of the moment has passed, we can cool off and clean up the messes we made. We can try to let go of what was. Then again.


Atunci cand culoarea tricoului tau s-a imprimat pe mai toate hainele din masina.
Cand scot fire lungi de par din sifonul chiuvetei.
Cand gasesc resturi de ciocolata la tine in pat.
Cand constat ca ai mancat toata inghetata fix inainte de masa.
Sau atunci cand gasesc pe perna mea cutia cu iaurt plina cu primule.

Lucuri marunte. Lucruri care conteaza. Pentru, prea putini. Lucruri pe care ,prea putin, au ochi sa le vada. Lucruri evanescente.

***
Ma alatur unui grup budist.
M-am inrolat in echipajul unei nave ce pleaca la Singapore.
L-am invitat pe director la cina..
Astazi.
Voi avea un tatuaj.
Ma calugaresc.
Sunt indragostita de un seic arab.
Ma mut inapoi acasa.
Imi vopsesc parul turcoaz.
Imi voi face un camin de indata ce voi fi navigat in jurul capului Horn.

***

Roman.
Fiecare om are propiul lui roman-unul extraordinar.
Capitole-linistite-cu scene dramatice-cu suspans.
Inefabilul uman.

Tu esti noi toti-si totusi tu,tu insati,pentru totdeauna.

Suntem mai mult decat perfecti.
Supusi greselilor.
Suntem curiosi.
Mereu uimiti in fata descoperirilor noastre,si a viselor noastre.
Nu suntem minunati doar pentru noi.
Suntem pur si simplu minunati.
***

Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But here's the truth...the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Oh, sometimes, change is...everything.

Suntem al naibii de fericiti si nici macar nu vedem asta.
Nu ne putem dori ceva anume.
Doar sa gasim ceea ce cautam si sa facem ce vrem.
Dar bine..credinta in lucrurile fundamentale ale omenirii si printre astea,suntem si noi.

***

Si tine un jurnal!

*Beat your brain|heart out.Sinner.

Fericirea mea.
Fericirea noastra.
Fericirea fiecaruia.

Nu am mai vorbit de mult de asta.

Toti se plang ca e greu. Toti au ceva de impartit cu toata lumea. Toti cred ca orgoliu' e important. Toti neaga ca sunt egoisti. Toti cred ca iubesc. Toti spun ca stiu ce a aia a uri. Toti vor sa aiba totul. Toti vor fericire.

Nimeni nu vrea sa isi calce orgoliu' in picioare. Nimeni nu vrea sa cedeze. Nimeni nu recunoaste ca a gresit. Nimeni nu accepta ca nimic nu inseamna neaparat nimic si ca totul de cele mai multe ori chiar e totul. Nimeni nu crede in nimic si totusi crede in tot.

Multi isi zic ca au trecut peste si au mers mai departe. Putini au facut asta cu adevarat. Multi inteleg ca daca azi nu au nimic au pierdut ce aveau. Putini stiu ca au ramas cu tot. Multi cred ca fericirea se poate cumpara,doar ca nu se gaseste la tot pasul. Putini stiu ca fericirea e gratis si ca e peste tot. Multi vor multe.Putin stiu sa ceara.

Multi isi spun ca sunt fericiti. Prea putini cred asta.

People
Stop fooling around.
Stop complaining.
Grow a pair.
Grow a fucking spine.
Whatever.
Just grow SOMETHING.

Emotions are messy.
Shit HAPPENS. It's legal to carry it,do whatever you want, but that doesn't mean you have to eat it!

Good. Now i've made myself clear.There's no "I" in team. Finally i can go back to the part where everybody gets a kidney.

Huh,surgeons.